Feeling a little crazy.

As of today I am officially 6 Weeks and 2 Days pregnant! I've made it further this pregnancy than I did with the one we lost. I thought that on saturday when I hit 6 weeks that I would feel a lot better but I don't. I still feel crazy as ever. I'm not just talking hormone crazy, I'm talking I can't relax and enjoy the pregnancy I'm too scared. Every time I go to the bathroom I make sure and check for bleeding, if I haven't been to the bathroom for a while I feel like I have anxiety until I can go and see that I haven't been  bleeding. I haven't worked out or had sex very often because I did both of those the night before I miscarried. I know neither of those will cause a miscarriage but I just get so scared and freaked out about it. I called the Dr today and I go see them next Tuesday and they said they will probably schedule me for an early ultrasound to help me relax and see that everything is going ok. I know this baby is healthier and stronger. I've been very sick, very hormonal, all the signs and symptoms I didn't have much of last time. I wrote this hoping to make me feel better, but I just feel dumb and crazy, I don't know if this is normal to feel and think this way. I thought when I got pregnant again I would just be so excited and so happy that I wouldn't worry.

Keeping our fingers crossed and praying!

I have thought and thought about when I should blog about this and I finally decided I just can't keep it in anymore...I'm PREGNANT again!!!! I found out on Sunday that we are finally pregnant again after 5 months of trying after the miscarriage. I am only 4 weeks and 5 days pregnant today. I am so scared and so excited at the same time. I have a really good feeling this time. Last time the only reason I thought I was pregnant was that I missed my period, it wasn't that way with Kaleb, Raelyn, or this time, I felt sick and very very tired before I even missed my period. So far every day that goes by I feel more and more pregnant! I am due July 21st we are so excited and keeping our fingers crossed and praying that everything goes smoothly and we have a happy healthy baby this summer!

Halloween 2011!

I know I am so late on writing this blog post but better late than never right? Our halloween season started off with a party with our friends the saturday before Halloween. We invited a lot of people to come to our house but only a few showed up so we decided to go to the party at a tattoo shop our friend, Jentry, works at and later that night we stopped by the new club in Provo, The Madison.

Then on Halloween, I was lucky enough to have the day off and was able to go see Kaleb at his school for his  Halloween parade. When Kaleb and Blade got home from school and work we had pizza and root beer for. Once we were all done eating we went to Gene Harvey for a trunk or treat and saw April, my mother in law, Erika, sister in law, and cutest nephew ever, Brock. After that we went and saw my parents and then came home and trick or treated around out neighbor hood. We bought tons and tons of candy and had maybe 5 trick or treaters come to our house, so Blade and I had to eat all the candy.

Fall Fun!

Wow I haven't blogged in such a long time, I feel like I have had no time/motivation to blog. We have had so much going on lately with the Blade getting back in the Air Force and me changing jobs. But we found some family time over the weekend. On Friday we went for a drive on the Alpine Loop to look at all the pretty fall leaves. On the way we stopped at Cascade Springs and walked around and hiked a little.

Then on saturday we went to Hee Haws. It was a little pricey I thought but was well worth it! We went on a trick or treat hay ride, Kaleb went down a big slide, the kids did a hay maze, played on a hay jump thing, played in a corn box, petting zoo, rode and animal train thing,  and we picked out our pumpkins. It was such a fun day and a great weekend it truly felt like a fun family fall weekend!